5/21/10

Where are you?


Tell me my dear Aunt, Where are you?
Are you there behind that pink curtain?
Are you busy with shopping green bangles?
Are you busy with cooking my favorite dish?

I explored in each and every corner of my mind
I explored…But I could not find you anywhere
I am afraid you keep hiding yourself from me
Are you? If yes, I beg you not to do ….

You know, how much do you mean to me?
You are my model, my guide and my mentor
You brought the first glimpse of love in my life
How can I forget you? How can I infer it?

Till now, I was happy and courageous…
I had a comforting feel in my inner soul…
It’s great to have a feeling of someone’s care
But now, I feel loneliness… I am alone ….

I am alone in this entire world…….
I am afraid whether this world is conspiring…
Conspiring to keep my loving aunt away
Hey world, I will not let you do that…

I will not let anyone to separate my aunt
She is mine.., She is my own… She is only mine
God has given her to me as a gift…
She is a gift given to me from heaven

Dear Aunt… Can you listen me?
If yes… please don’t let this erring world
Don’t let it to make me live without you
Come back… to be a part of my life forever



For the one who is really special


For the one who is really special, I really want to kneel down before you
I always tried to find fault in you; I tried to make you feel that you are guilty
I always tried to fancy that you are the ground behind every failure in my life
I always complained against you that you will never and cannot understand me

I did all these by forgetting that you are the only one who loved me very much
At times I forgot the fact that you are the only one who cared me when I needed it
I never tried to understand you and made all those silly complaints against you
I really forgot the fact that you are the one who is really special to me

Now, I am before you, kneeling down before you to ask your pardon,
I am not sure anyone in this world can forgive me for all those pains
Yet, I believe you will forgive me as you have done in all these years to me
And now I understand, you forgive me, you care me, and you love me and….

And that is the reason; I call you as someone who is really special to me
Yes, you are the one who is really special to me and I want to tell you
I want to tell you that I understand you, I love you and I am here to care you
I want to become the “ someone who is really special to you”…….



 

Jisha Jagadeesh

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